Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

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An awkward conversation
Friday, November 13, 2015 || Friday, November 13, 2015

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Assalammualaikum dah selamat maghrib. Okay, i know it's an inappropriate to write in maghrib but since i can not hold back my story which i pendam selama dua hari ni. nak tulis pon tak sempat, its okay la sambil tunggu azan maghrib and azan maghrib pon dah cepat kan sekarang ni. so, boleh la curi curi masa sikit. okay then, i feel like a fool girl who when her crush started had a conversation with her will have butterflies in the stomach. let me recall back my memory with him.

Ok nah, this is my story. Semalam punya semalam which is hari rabu tepat 11/11/2015 oh yeah, my bestfriend's birthday, Eca! yayy. Sannah Helwa, Aishah. Aku ada kelas agama masetu. Tapi malam sebelum kelas tu aku tak dapat tidor langsung tau sebab rancang nak bukak album boys be. heolll, memang tak sabar la kan. dah la unboxing for the first time my rookie king's album, SEVENTEEN. Say the name, Seventeen! yeap! omgg, dah enaf fangirling. ingat Allah. waduhh pak payah kalau udah fangirling lama kelamaan ini. hahahaha, okay okay *istifar*  haa, then aku tunggu la kawan aku ni, Hamizah dekat bus stop. Dah sampai awal dah ni, tapi dia cakap dia datang lambat kan, ingatkan malas nak tunggu, tapi takpela, dah takde kawan dekat sekolah tu, lelagi budak baru tahun lepas masuk sekolah tu, ada kawan, but tak rapat, lain la sekolah lama tu dulu.

Mula-mula ada la anis, ajak masuk dulu, but, nah nvm, tunggu miza la, dah dia suruh tunggu and tunggu elia jugak, sebab tak tau dia konfem datang ke tak. Haaa, masa aku datang tu memang tak start lagi kelas walaupun aku lambat 2 minit tapi ustazah pon tak tau nak buat kelas dekat mana. Then, semua lepak la dekat bus stop dulu dan aku keseorangan menuggu mereka berdua. Apabila semua dah masuk kelas*okay ayat ulangan //dalam spm, potong markah potong markah lels* Masa aku tunggu sesorang dekat pondok tu, aku ada nampak, hmm who shall i call him :/, mr.ba masuk. okay mr.ba, lol, and i was though "Wahh, rajinnya dia datang sekolah. Tak pernah pulak selama ni aku nampak dia datang sekolah." Okay dah titik. Dalam hati ea, not cakap sesorang lols

Then, aku macam perasan la dia lalu belakang aku sebab nak ke kelas 3 ibnu sina tu, sebab ustazah buat kelas dekat situ. Then, aku perasan dia patah balik, and aku pon berkata dalam hati 'Jangan la dia ke sini, ehh, tak boleh datang lah sini, borak borak lols. ahh, takdenya la dia nak ke sini. ishh,' Then masa aku tengok belakang aku nampak dia ke arah aku, siapa je tak terkejut weh kalau crush dalam diam gila, kelas pon jauh beza gila, memang tak kenal langsung, tegur pon tak lelagi aku baru masuk tahun lepas and aku tau muka dia tahun ni tegur aku. Okay, panjangnya description aku terhadap dia muehehehe. ye la, mau tak gugur jantung aku, tapi aku buat dangg je sebab takdanya dia nak cakap dengan aku kan.

Then aku pon terdengan suara "Ehh, kelas dekat mana?" and aku toleh belakang terpandang mata dia, tergemam sikit. not sikit lama lah jugak dalam tiga saat lol xD padahal dalam hati tu kemain rasa nak melompat je lololol. Aku dengan tenangnya berkata, "Kelas apa? Math ke apa?" Dia jawab "Kelas agama." Me, "Ohh, dekat kelas ibnu sina tadu tu la yang kau pergi bawah tu." Dia, "Tapi takde lelaki pon aku tengok." Me, "Mana lah aku tau, kau pergi tanya aku." Dia, "Ada nampak tak budak lelaki semua tu." Aku, "Emm, tadi nampakla lepak lepak dekat sana, then dah tak nampak." Dia, "Hmm, ish manala diorang ni. Takpela, aku tunggu diorang la." Me, "hmm, okayy, hmm" 

Ahh, a little conversation but a great meaning for ma loser's life. hahahahahaha. dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb. wth wrong with my lifeu T^T dia baru cakap sikit je aku dah macam ni. tak, masalahnya dia cakap tengok mata aku kot. dengan senyuman dia tu sambil cakap aku pon. Ya Allah, ini sebab la aku tak nak kawan dengan lelaki, cepat melting dengan senyuman diorang TT-TT and aku punya jantung dah mula dah berdebar-debar masa cakap dengan dia, tapi buat buat cool je. ada apa bruhh hahahaha. ahh ahh, istifar bebanyak. Ingat suami dekat rumah tu *coughs* jun *coughs* joshua *coughs* bhahahaha. 

yela, memang pelik la, aku mana pernah cakap dengan dia sebelum ni, just buat eyes contact je itu pon tak lama sebab dia banyak kali lalu kelas aku. kalau dia dah cakap dengan aku, tak ke rasa lagi awkward sebab aku dah banyak kali kot psycho dia. And dah , nasib baik dah habis sekolah. aku dah tak nak tengok dia lagi dah since dia dah berani cakap dengan aku ahahahaha. dah dah dah, jangan lupa solat. Assalammualaikum. Dear memory, do not ever fallen apart from my life :'D